When I started meditating over 20 years ago it was because I wanted to cope with life in a better way. The opposite happened. I was confronted with myself in a way that made me confused, angry and depressed. I was an idiot, a zero a slave and a zombie with only resistance on his way. There was no one who wanted me good because everyone including myself survived on their ego. I stopped meditating. Meditation did not work for me, just like with everybody else who had tried.
It was not until I moved to another country and continued to experience the same experiences, that I started meditating again and this time with the help of a spiritual guide. With her smiling on the sidelines, I went further and deeper than I had ever done with meditation. I went through the dark night of the soul. Now I’m working as a transformational guide. Guiding people through their river of change.